Ever since parting ways with Kurt, I've kept to myself for the most part. The lone exception to this was last week when I went on a casual ride with a guy named Rob. I wanted us to get to know each other. I think he wanted to be a little too casual if you get what I mean. I haven't heard from him since.
I'm in this weird... funk... where I want to keep things light (to prevent another Kurt) but I don't want to meet guys that will lead to nowhere. The vibe I give off seems to be that of indifference to people who are interested in me. It's not intentional but when I say that I'm not interested in a hookup, it doesn't mean that I'm not interested in more chatting or a date.
Far from being stone cold, I think I may be too much of a romantic.